no one reads these, but i need a release.

its been shit

i thought that i would have had a great party last night, and most of it was good, until my friend passed out, in the rain, and my ex went and found her, and brought her back inside

then after that, the arty went on, and it was good for a while, apart from the odd spatter of rain

then i got invilved in a conversation, with another ex of mine, who was there.

who tells me that after id kissed him that he has a girlfriend, but he still loves me

i dont know. i really dont...

its difficult for me to comprehend this. and now the other guy i kissed, turns around and tells me that he has someone who hes in love with, and is kinda with her

he was making eyes at me all night, and when i try and talk to him as a friend, and maybe organise a movie, he comes out with that.

what am i meant to do?